Edit on 13 Nov 2020 : Added in section 25, where it is stated the time frame for the journal. Also indicated the Order of the Dragon marched north from Barovia towards Mordavia, for clarity.
Edit on 27 Jan 2021 : edited section 23 to remove the multiple "They mention", which is needlessly repetitive and jarring. Thank you James C Washington!
Journal of Strahd
found end of Session 7.4The following entries are more notable, and together give an idea of what has happened in the past. The brackets make reference to the previous entry, or if they surround the body of the text, indicate a summary of events. The entries have been labelled with numbers so that players can more easily refer to them when talking to each other, but these numbers do not exist within the journal. For sake of expediency, no years have been provided in the below, though they are mentioned in the journal.
OOC: It is a long read so feel free to jump to the last and second last entry (ie 23-24) should suffice.
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1. ( in childish hand writing )
My brother is the bestest brother there ever will be. When I grow up, I want to be just like him.
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2.
Siegfried has done it! He has been elevated to a paladin, an esteemed officer of the Order! I have never seen father so delighted. Glorious is this day of honour for the family.
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3.
I cannot believe it. After years of training and dedication, I am ready to take the test to become a knight of the Order. Soon father will see my worth also.
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4. ( four years from previous )
I despair, my soul is crushed, and this seems the darkest day of my life. The Prelate has deemed me unworthy to be a knight of the Order and cast me out. What have I done to deserve this? All because during the test of purity, some old man saw in me what he claimed to be a shard of darkness!? But NO, I will not accept this! I will show them, I will prove that I, Strahd, am above and beyond their reproach! They expect me to wallow in filth and sorrow? Never, I will uphold myself to finer standards yet and put them to shame!
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5. ( few years from previous )
Father requested that I be a suitor and seek the hand of some fair maiden to continue the family line, especially since my brother was devoting himself so much to the Order. Today was the first time I stood before him in court and opposed him, but I daresay I acquitted myself well. After all, if I the younger were to have a family before the older brother, would my doing so not have selfish repercussions, especially for the stability and succession of the kingdom? Perhaps it can be considered after Siegfried has at least found one who would be his queen. It is fitting that father was struck speechless, for who would have known I had such noble wisdom in me? I haven't felt this good about myself in years. Perhaps some more intense fencing practice will serve even better.
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6.
A dark shadow has fallen over the land. The Order is hard-pressed against what they claim is the walking dead, whose ranks swell with every battle. Father does not approve our direct involvement yet, but I will lead a contingent to aid them. I may not be a knight of the Order anymore, but I am still a fighting man and I will not stand idly by while others risk themselves in defense of the people.
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7. ( next entry )
The horrors I've seen today... but they are nothing before the light of the Order and the strength of our steel! With sword and shield we drove them off, and cut them to ribbons! Perhaps they were once men, but they are men no longer, and it is fitting that they be laid to rest. I demanded to know where Siegfried was in all of this, and they tell me as the only remaining paladin, he has left in search of the Prelate and his company, for they have not been heard of since they rode north to confront the source of this darkness. I fear for him, but I have faith in his valour and sword arm. If I, his lesser brother, have stayed the course, I am sure he will also.
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8. ( weeks after )
All seems lost. Most of the kingdom is overrun, and the remnants of the Order have come under our flag. Only the capital Wallachia remains, under siege, and our supplies run low as the countryside is crawling with undead. Father is deathly ill, and mother tends to him. As a soldier and commander, I think the food should be reserved for the fighting men and their families, but mother insists otherwise, and the knight that I once was agrees. Only the Raven Queen knows if this is the right choice. Sister says it is clear that Siegfried has failed, but I do not believe so. If he is too late to save us, then so be it, but he will succeed. I believe in him.
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9. ( few days after )
Sentries report that the bodies have fallen unmoving outside the walls, and I have rode out myself to see that it is indeed so. I knew he could do it! Katarina has never been happier to be proven wrong, and for once I believe her.
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10. ( weeks after )
Father has just passed away, may the Raven Queen guard his soul, but Siegfried has not yet returned. I have not doubted him in the darkest of nights, but for some reason I fear the worst. Traditions require that I accept the crown, but I cannot, not while he, the rightful king, might still be alive. Mother has granted me leave to depart and search for him, but insists that I return within half a year. Katarina will accompany me, claiming that her divination and scrying will aid our search. Together, we will return the triumphant king of Barovia to his throne.
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11.
( based on the coming entries, it seems Strahd and his sister Katarina travelled north based on what they were told by the remnants of the Order, and after crossing the mountain range, arrived through forests into Mordavia )
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12.
I feel weary, even more so than in the war against the undead. Listlessness gnaws at me in this idyllic town. I know Siegfried is near, I have seen his name in the book, but I can find no trace of him. Katarina tells me there is a wise woman in the woods, whose powers exceed her own, and that she will be able to tell me about Siegfried. However, she is a witch, so there will be a price to pay. Well, one way or another, I will make her talk.
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13.
The old hag had the temerity to ask for my soul in return for my heart's desire! Perfidious creature, a few sword strokes and then she begged to talk lest she was unmade. She claimed I would find Siegfried among the outcasts and beggars of Mordavia, and I promised her a painful slow death if she was toying with me.
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14.
I cannot believe it. I have found my brother, but woe is he. I have never seen a man more miserable and broken. Truly, if I had not been told to seek him among the dregs, he would have passed beneath my very nose and I would not have recognised him. Alas, my brother, what has befallen you? You once said you believed in the Morninglord, yet how could he have abandoned you so?
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15.
I had my misgivings, but Katarina pointed out we don't have many other choices, and might as well return to the old hag in the woods. There I made a bargain, promising her that if only Siegfried could be restored once more, I would pledge my soul to her patron. I have my doubts, and to be honest it seems strange she seems so forgiving. But my sister is watchful with her warding spells, so I doubt she can secretly curse me or what not. If only Siegfried would get better.
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16.
I'm in love! I beheld the most lovely girl that I have seen, but voice failed me and I could not speak! I do not know who she is or where she is from, but I will find her and love her the way she should be loved, with all my heart and all my soul and all of my being! Katarina has agreed to help me find her while I watch over Siegfried, her sketch was reasonably accurate and the divination magic will work, I'm sure of it.
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17.
I am most pathetic and wretched, among all men. This angel who has stolen my heart, this beautiful Tatyana, had come to the tavern at Katarina's behest, but she had no eyes for me. Instead, she was drawn to Siegfried, beggarly and haggard though he was, and he in turn seemed to recognise her and called her his lost love Erana. I know I should be glad to see the spark return to his eyes, but at what cost?! My heart is shattered into pieces, for my one true love has been lost... to him, of all people!! I should rejoice but yet I can only feel my own pain and loss, sleepless nights of maddening dreams that torment me with visions of their coming together.
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18.
( Entries where Strahd learnt that Tatyana had been found wandering the woods a few months ago, without any memory of how she had got there, and was adopted by the recently widowed wife of the Burgomeister. He also writes of Siegfried becoming himself again, recognised by the town as the hero who brought back the Staff of Erana, and promised to come back and wed Tatyana. Siegfried returned to what remains of Barovia and decided to relocate to the Castle Ravenloft above Mordavia, where apparently the local lord had fallen to madness about the time that Tenebrous rose, and where Siegfried with his adventuring group discovered what was left of the Order's Prelate and his company. The next thing was to arrange for Siegfried and Tatyana's wedding, and even the normally aloof Katarina seemed caught up in their joy. No one seemed to notice Strahd's increasingly tormented expression, and how he was maddened by all of this, and the dreams that haunt him )
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19.
I visited the hag today. I had promised her my soul in return for my brother's restoration, which has been fulfilled. My family and kingdom - and the one I loved - were settled down, and with my last vestiges of honour I returned to give up my life to her patron, hoping to find an end to my torment. Instead she told me that her patron had already received my soul with delight, and he wishes to offer me power, all the power I need to get my heart's desire. Anything I want can be mine, as long as I am willing to take it. Then she brought me up the mountain in her home, to a monastery next to a small lake, and the guardians let us through. There I sealed the pact with my blood, and I knew truly then that power beyond what I had could be mine... but at what cost? How can I destroy all that I once held dear, in order to gain the only one I now desire? Can I sacrifice all that I would have died for, in return for that which I cannot live without?
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20.
Tomorrow is their wedding day. She calls me brother now, and the word rankles in my heart. I see the look in her eyes and I know she knows what I have done. I can see the accusation from her, questioning my deal, as if asking me how dare I deal with the dark powers. How dare she!? Does she not know my sacrifices were all for her, and for him!? If not for me, Siegfried would be no more than an pathetic nobody in Mordavia! Yet she dares to judge me, berate me? No, I cannot stand it, I will NOT stand for it. It is time for me to make a stand - tomorrow either my nightmares will become reality, or I will take what I have rightfully earned.
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21. ( the next entry )
Siegfried is dead, by my hand. He seemed to know I would be coming, and he was armed, but he hesitated. I suppose he knew deep down within, that without me, he would be nothing, and I will always remember how he died as he lived, with honour. But Tatyana turned out to be a childish ingrate, weeping in the garden of the chapel, and fled from me. She would not let me explain that I had given up everything, even my family and my dearest brother, all for her sake! I pursued her, and in despair she flung herself from the walls of Ravenloft, and I watched all that I had ever wanted fall from my grasp. It was a thousand feet drop through the mists, there's no way she could have survived... Then arrows pierced me, from the castle guards, but I did not die. Nor did I live. I gained the power promised to me, and became one with my realm, now and forever.
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22.
( Further mention as an after-thought, how Strahd learnt his mother had collapsed on the spot and died of grief, and how Katarina was the only one who accepted him for who he was. Together they defeated those who still opposed them, and took charge of the rest. There is also mention about sparing his illegitimate younger brother Gunthar who had offered to help them atone to the Raven Queen, even after Strahd pointedly explained that they had nothing to atone for. Strahd also mentions searching for what remained of Tatyana, but he could find no trace of her )
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23.
( The later entries relate to the state of Mordavia in later years.
They mention how Strahd hunted and preyed on the next incarnation of Tatyana.
There are notes on how a knight lord named Argynvost, who had sought to restore the Order of the Dragon in Barovia to its former glory, marched north from Barovia and set up a keep on the southwestern slopes of the mountain range between the two areas, and how Strahd made preparations to face off against him.
Then is recorded the entry of the Durst family to Mordavia and how the cult sought to restore Tenebrous.
The later entries relate to learning from the wise woman of the gypsies that to secure his grasp on the realm and put Tenebrous down once and for all, he had to gather six rituals to restore him.
There are pieces of parchments from other books bound into the journal, that detail the following )
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24.
A Ritual shall be placed within the halls of the mad monk, there to be forever guarded
A Ritual shall be placed in the Stone of Squids, and revealed only by the light of a dead child's soul
A Ritual shall be placed in hollow of the Hangman's Tree, guarded by the spirit of the dead that remains there
A Ritual shall be concealed within the mansion, and only he who willingly seeks dark visions shall find it
A Ritual shall be placed in the great arch itself, under the Dark One's sign.
A Ritual shall be given to Gregor for safekeeping.
( then written below the page with the last line, in a crisp cursive handwriting you recognise as Strahd's )
Gregor has gone missing in the forest and is probably dead, but where is the Ritual?
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25.
( The time frame of the journal began when Strahd was six years old, to when he was twenty six and slew his brother, then for another thirty years after that. There is no mention of the outcome of dealing with the Order of the Dragon, no mention of the swamp, no mention of presumably the implosion of the Durst family, nor of any further efforts to recover the Rituals, since the journal stopped there.
For OOC Ref, the journal would have stopped about 370 years before the present )